BOOKS

DEAR INNER CRITIC: a self-doubt activity book (Literary Kitchen):
You’re invited to play!
Devote 30 days to creative freedom; unlock the long con of confidence; and dissolve self-doubt.
Even if you’ve been living with insecurity all your life, today can be different. This book offers a flashlight to guide you through the wilds of self-doubt. Between these covers you’ll find fun and creative strategies to quiet your negative self-talk.
You’ll write, draw, imagine, demystify—and maybe even befriend—the inner critic. You’ll set boundaries and gain room for creativity and joy. Using ingenuity and self-care, these activities let you play your way toward creative liberation.

WHERE TO BUY:
Epic Book Shop or Dark Star Books in Yellow Springs, OH
& Secret World Books in Highland Park, IL
& online from Literary Kitchen and Ariel Gore’s Etsy shop

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Praise for DEAR INNER CRITIC:
“Rebecca Kuder writes magical fiction and memoir with a voice so confident and agile, you’d never imagine she struggled with an inner critic. When I heard that she was not only well acquainted with self-doubt but had found ways to befriend it and play with it to the benefit of her art and happiness, I knew I wanted in on the secrets. This guide is a gift. Let Rebecca Kuder’s genius guide you to ignite your own.”

—Ariel Gore, author of The Wayward Writer (Summon Your Power to Take Back Your Story, Liberate Yourself from Capitalism, and Publish Like A Superstar)

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The Eight Mile Suspended Carnival (What Books Press):

Buy in Yellow Springs at Dark Star Books or Epic Book Shop…Buy online at Bookshop (or Amazon.com, Amazon.co.uk, amazon.ca)…Buy the ebook HERE.

A tornado drops a young woman near the Eight Mile Suspended Carnival, with no memories and no name. The carnies adopt her and call her Mim. The carnival is a living beast: its spine the Tower of Misfortune; its arms the tents; its legs the rides; its blood the wine, food, and excrement flowing through carnies and guests. As Mim adapts to carnival life, she discovers she can see other peoples’ memories. She becomes entangled with the carnival boss and his intricate vendetta, and propels vengeance into motion. The Eight Mile Suspended Carnival is a swirling literary-fabulist tale of sexual awakening and noir revenge, where the machines that make dreams are assembled from meat and stardust. 

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Praise for The Eight Mile Suspended Carnival:

“At the opening of Kuder’s first novel, an injured and amnesiac young woman is found after a tornado sweeps through the area. Mim is immediately adopted and named by the carnival’s curious inhabitants. She discovers a paranormal element to the carnival, between odd creatures and a fortune-teller who can actually see people’s futures, and finds that she experiences people’s memories as they’re remembering them. Mim’s adventure in mental, emotional, and sexual self-discovery, along with her special ability, sets her squarely between the carnival boss and a man working at the “death pill factory,” the carnies’ term for the weapons factory across the river. There is a hidden depth to each character, experienced as Mim delves into their memories, providing more than is usually available from a single character’s perspective. The surprising plot twists are accented by vividly descriptive, whimsical writing, where everything from the people to the carnival’s strange animals and even the inanimate objects have memories and feelings, all seen through Mim’s exploratory and introspective gaze. This is a fabulously creative story with just a touch of the paranormal that keeps readers guessing.”
—Frances Moritz, Booklist, September 15, 2021

Step into the world of The Eight Mile Suspended Carnival in a time out of time when all things are possible and adaptability is gold. Rebecca Kuder writes like a magical dream.
Ariel Gore, author of We Were Witches

“Here, you’ll not find the mundane,” visitors to the Eight Mile Suspended Carnival are advised. “Here, friends, here you will find the unnamed and impossible.” The same can be said for this glorious novel, a novel that, like its star player, Mim, sees beneath the crust of the world. This novel is drenched in sensation and insight, and filled with sentences delicious and surprising. The 8th rule of this extraordinary carnival is “A thing isn’t yours until someone gives it you.” How deeply lucky we are that Rebecca Kuder has given us this brilliant, thrumming splendor.
Gayle Brandeis, author of Many Restless Concerns

“Rope has memory,” the carny says to a girl who has fallen from the sky. The girl has no memories herself but soon discovers she has the power to see the memories of others. Like Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz, a tornado has dropped her in the middle of a strangely recognizable land (in this case the eponymous carnival) and we move with her through this world until we—like her—are over our heads. One of the many pleasures of this exquisitely crafted novel is how Kuder is able to toggle between the recognizable and the strange, between the external and the internal—it creates a pulse that makes the story come alive.
Nick Flynn, author of This Is The Night Our House Will Catch Fire

Imagine if you will, a Bosch painting rendered in Froot Loops, projected onto the ceiling of a cathedral, and then sprinkled with glitter. In other words, imagine reading The Eight Mile Suspended Carnival, a vault of riches and innovation, whose very sentences squirm with life, strangeness, and weirdly cheerful foreboding. In other words, this is a book that must be read in order to be believed.
Jim Krusoe, author of The Sleep Garden

In The Eight Mile Suspended Carnival, Rebecca Kuder examines how so many of us are suspended between the past and the present, between what we remember and what we must overcome.
—Jahzerah Brooks at craftliterary.com

Short Fiction

“Your House, Any House. That House.” Crooked Houses. Ed. Mark Beech. London: Egaeus Press, 2020.

“The Only Flower That Mattered.” The Book of Flowering. Ed. Mark Beech. London: Egaeus Press, 2019.

“Curb Day.” Year’s Best Weird Fiction, vol. 5. Ed. Robert Shearman and Michael Kelly. Toronto: Undertow Publications, 2018. (Originally appeared in Shadows And Tall Trees 7. Ed. Michael Kelly. Toronto: Undertow Publications, 2017, which won the 2017 Shirley Jackson award for Edited Anthology)

“Rabbit, Cat, Girl.” Year’s Best Weird Fiction, vol. 3. Ed. Simon Strantzas and Michael Kelly. Toronto: Undertow Publications, 2016. (Originally appeared in XIII. Ed. Mark Teppo. Seattle, WA: Resurrection House , 2015.)

“Bathhouse (or Liberty).”  West Wind Review.  (Southern Oregon State College)  Ed. Jay Van Tussenbrook and Jeffrey Bershaw.  Chelsea, MI: Bookcrafters, 1995.

“Oil and Water.”  West Wind Review.  (Southern Oregon State College)  Ed. Jay Van Tussenbrook and Jeffrey Bershaw.  Chelsea, MI: Bookcrafters, 1995.

Essays

You Never Know: On Memory and Memoir and Packing Light.” Reading and Traveling, 30 May, 2024.

A Rememory of Virginia Hamilton.” Dayton Daily News (Print & Online), 6 February, 2022.

A Trampoline.” Los Angeles Review of Books, 2 July, 2021.

Hot Thing #2 (2:30am).” Hags On Fire, issue 1. Summer solstice, 2020.

Cushion & Frame.Bayou Magazine, issue 72. New Orleans: University of New Orleans Press, 2020.

(Perfection) DEFECTION.” Tiferet Journal, summer 2017.

A Little Poetry Machine Among Them: Seeing Eloise Klein Healy.” Lunch Ticket. 17 June 2016.

Hot Thing.”  The Rumpus. 21 Feburary 2016.

Love Letter (an avalanche).” Jaded Ibis Productions.  12 August 2014.

“The Bit Jar.”  The Manifest-Station. Autumn 2014.

Breeching Protocol.”  Midwifery Today.  Issue Number 106, Summer 2013.

Breast-shaped lunchbox.”  Open Salon.  September 11, 2012.

“Firefly Ghosts.”  Coming Home: The Guide to Yellow Springs.  Yellow Springs, OH: Yellow Springs News, 2006.

“Fit.”  The Knitter’s Gift: An Inspirational Bag of Words, Wisdom and Craft.  Ed. Bernadette Murphy.  Avon, MA: Adams Media, 2004.

Plays

“Dust.” Short play (produced as part of Yellow Springs Theater Company Ten Minute Play Festival).  June 2022.

Poetry

“The Climber.”  Mothering Magazine.  June 2008.